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Nothing new...at all. Sorry. Work is going well. I still don't know what I want to do with the rest of my life. Still thinking about it. Oh well. Social life has been kinda boring. Oh well. |
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[Sep. 23rd, 2005|09:04 pm] |
Remember the time the Sox won the World Series? Sigh. This year probably wont be a repeat.
And of course Mike got us playoff tix.
And of course the Sox probably wont make it to the playoffs.
argh. |
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[Sep. 5th, 2005|03:57 pm] |
I am only 22 and I feel like I should being deciding what I want to do with my life immediately. I am second guessing law school. I will take the LSAT October 1st...but I don't know if I will go to law school in a year. I just dont know. It's so hard to commit to one thing, one thing that costs a lot of time and energy.
I really dont know where this all came from all of a sudden. I thought I had it all figured out. I feel so shitty. I am lonely, I miss Mike, I miss UMass...argh. I still love my job though and wont be tortured to spend more time there.
Here is what I know:
I need something that makes money. I don't want to be stressed my whole life about money. Law makes a ton of money.
I need something fulfilling. Law can do that, or I could end up selling my soul.
I want a job that doesnt consume my life. Law could consume my life if I let it.
I cant see myself getting back into psych...unless it's a PH D program and I DONT want to go to school for a million years. That I am sure of! Everything else psych related doesnt make any money...I think...
I just dont know.
I want to go shopping.
I am only 22. |
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[Aug. 16th, 2005|07:37 pm] |
In past years, at this point during the summer I could say to myself "atleast I will be back at umass in a few weeks." Not this time around. Mike and I went to Amherst last weekend and I said my official goodbye. I would have cried but I didn't want to ruin my makeup. They started building the new dorms, so it wont ever be the same place that I knew and loved. So cheesy. Sure I love my job, but college was so much fucking cooler. Sure it was a bitch at times, and people were bitches at times. But I loved it. I am just waaaay too sentimental. But I am also sad cause I know I wont be able to see Mike everyday. Once a week, that's all. And that sucks. A lot. I just hope I don't look back at my UMass experience and feel regret and feel that I wasted an amazing opportunity. I don't know why I feel that way. I am just lonely. Being at home is so boring. No one is around and I feel like a huge dork cause I do nothing. I have so few friends left here. I kinda feel like so few ppl out there that I went to umass with want to see me. No one makes any effort and I have given up on making plans since everyone always cancels. Sure I know it's only been a couple months, but still. I feel the umass magic is gone and everyone went their separate ways. I just wish I had a group of my own to hang out with. There is nothing here for me. And I will be here for a long time.
I also came to a realization: I am young. Very young. I still have my whole life ahead of me. This is just the begining. I shouldnt rush things. Things will fall into place. |
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[Jul. 10th, 2005|03:32 pm] |
I had a nice weekend, it goes by too fast. Atleast I like my job...it's not like a job at all! Altho I would like to shop and sleep all day. But oh well.
I feel like I am losing contact with everyone. It's like we all promise to keep in touch...then make plans to see each other...then everyone cancels. Atleast I got to see Val. That was nice! Who wants to go to the beach soon? After eating seafood, I want to play in the ocean. Now that I have driven everywhere (meaning 495, mass pike, and 95...I am soooo worldly!) I have no excuses. I am now the highway queen. Right. haha
Anyway....i gotta go |
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[Jul. 8th, 2005|07:27 pm] |
Well my job is going very well, I like it a lot. It's a ton of fun and the people I work with are great. Well there is one bitch, but she may be leaving so that's good. So the clients (retarded ppl) are so sweet. One guy is my "boyfriend." They are so nice and funny.
Nothing else is new. I went to Amherst last weekend. This weekend I am going to Mike's house. If anyone wants to meet up call me! |
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[Jun. 20th, 2005|04:24 pm] |
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I got the job I wanted and bought a car, I get the car wednesday and start work thursday! |
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[Jun. 19th, 2005|02:25 pm] |
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I bought a car today! |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|11:32 am] |
So I pretty much got a job yesterday! But there is another one I want more (it pays more) so I hope I hear from them soon. So I guess that's good news. Even if I have to take that job, you gotta start somewhere. I am happy. So I can get a car soon!
I can't wait to start my life. Although being unemployed does have it's moments. |
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[May. 31st, 2005|11:04 pm] |
Denise wanted me to update. For some reason she thinks I have a life. I dont.
Let's see. This past weekend I went to Mike's fam grad party where I met his family and friends. Some of his friends hated me the first time they met me. He says no, but it's true. It was a good time though.
I have a job interview coming up.
Tuxx and I sleep a lot.
I worked at the cleaners today and then went to dinner with Greg and Melissa. It was a good time.
That's all. Hopefully some day I will post some good news. |
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[May. 23rd, 2005|02:44 pm] |
I am done with college. Holy crap.
Had a job interview today.
I am going to be very lonely at home. I am used to going out all the time, I have no one here. |
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[May. 8th, 2005|02:49 pm] |
Wow...it's the last week of classes. It's soooo hard to believe. I still don't have a job yet, but I have 3 interviews lined up for the week after I get outta here. So hopefully something will work out. I am really just determined to enjoy my last 2 weeks here, I don't care anymore. Plus mom put some money into my account so I am not as poor as I was a few days ago when I had just about no money.
The psych BBQ went very well. Thanks to everyone who stopped by! I actually did a lot of cooking, hard to believe right? We have sooooo much food left over, so if you have a craving for hotdogs and hamburgers...let me know!
2 exams and I am done. Well if I do bad on those then I have to take the finals, but I am sure it will be fine. So I plan on moving out next weekend and just living with mike. We are taking stuff to our houses next saturday. I figure I'll be too lonely living here with like nothing in my room! So I'll be around all finals week!
We are trying to put together a trip to Six Flags over finals week. Anyone wanna go? I am determined to go before I graduate. I went there once and had a bad experience, like absolutely horrible. My mom wonders how I would ever want to go back. But I want to. So if you wanna go, let me know!
So I have just been trying to enjoy my time here. Just doing the usual...haning out, going to bars...same old! Oh how I wish Kim and Val were 21!! You guys would be sooo much fun uptown!
Matt and Denise got a cat, Gypsy. She's probably the coolest thing in 249. A lot cooler than the guys. Haha. Just kidding. She rocks and is so funny.
So anyway...call me if you wanna hang out. Hopefully the weather will get better! I wanna dress all skanky before I have to get a real job and grow up! ;)
<3 Michelle |
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[May. 2nd, 2005|10:05 pm] |
I am just feeling wicked shitty. I am sick of hearing everyone else's good news about getting jobs or getting into grad school (don't get me wrong, I am very happy for them!) but I just want some good news of my own. I am not the kind of person who likes to have no idea what they are going to do. Well I mean, maybe it's more like I will go insane if I have to work at the nursing home. I am so above that. Besides it's a shitty job and I am sick of it. Life would be so much easier if I were rich. I just dont understand how I can be such a hard worker, get amazing grades, and have shit. NOTHING. I feel like such a failure.
I suck. |
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[Apr. 30th, 2005|01:55 pm] |
Psi chi's (psych national honor society)bar crawl was last night. I wasnt going to go, but I did. Soooo much fun!
Green Day tonight. |
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[Apr. 24th, 2005|11:32 pm] |
What a weird weekend. Oh well.
Should I make an epic post about my 4 years at umass or is that too trite? Or is it all best left unsaid? |
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[Apr. 20th, 2005|08:26 pm] |
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I feel like I will never get a job |
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[Apr. 13th, 2005|04:47 pm] |
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I got my ipod mini today at the campus store. It's beautiful. |
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[Apr. 12th, 2005|05:23 pm] |
Guess who's getting an iPod mini...
Yup.
ME!!!!!
My parents rock!! It's my graduation present!!! |
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[Apr. 10th, 2005|02:09 pm] |
Oh lord. We all went to Diva's last night. That's a gay lesbian transgender club in northampton. When in Rome....
It was crazy fun. |
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[Apr. 5th, 2005|12:25 pm] |
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So last night was the maroon 5 concert! SOOOO much fun! Tracy and I got there in time to see the Donnas and after their set we got to meet them. Tracy cut some high schoolers, it was awesome. They were really nice and Tracy tried to convinced them to go to the bars with us (or uptown as we say here). They liked my fake Luis Vuiton. So that was really cool. Maroon 5 was fun, lots of energy. They put on a good show. So it was a really fun night. And now I'm tired. I am going home tomorrow cause I have an interview thursday. I just want a job...is that too much to ask for???? Apparently. I will have to kill myself if I have to work at the nursing home. argh. |
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